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June 12 "where do i begin?" w4m Where to start!
Said I do on the 12th said good by on Aug 16th. But where were we in between? I know I am out spoken and hard headed but so are you. I took care of everything and now that I am gone is that why everything is so hard on you? Noticed how much I really did do and didn't get credit for?

I help you raise your little girl as you her. I may not have carried her but she was still mine. I potty trained her cared for her when she was sick and even you. Then came our son and what did you do after I had him. You did nothing but complain made me fill like shit and cry when we were still in the hospital with him. I carried him for 9 months and at any point could have lost him. But you know that. I made all of the kids apts took the kids to there appts and what did you do? You went to work Mon-Fri. I know that was so hard on you.

But you didn't stop to think I worked 40 hrs in 3 days every week at my job. I worked 7 days a week 24 hours a day as mom and wife but where were you? Playing your game sitting in front of the TV, or smoking with your buddy you moved in knowing he drove me crazy with his drinking. Talking bad to me about things I didn't do. But did you ever really notice what I did do?

Every time I got sick and it wasn't often what did I get? Complained to about what I hadn't done all day. Throwing up all night can barely stay awake yet where were you? I still managed to stay up with the two littlest ones during the day even though I could barely stand where were you? Bitching at me for not doing what you thought I should have. SO again where were you?

I stayed by you when you were an ass to me, I took care of you when you were to sick to stand, I took you to the Dr after I made the appt for you, I made sure you got what you needed when you were sick and ever kept the kids quite so you could sleep. An what about when you went over to your ex's house and hid it from me till I found out and you couldn't hid it? So where was I right there by your side! The same place I had been from the start.

So I must say I fill offended and hurt when you though I was leaving you for another man. Yet again it was about you. Accuse me all you want tell your family that I was a cunt. I don't care I know who I am and what I am worth. Maybe you shouldn't have been such a jerk. The email you sent yes I did get. Telling me how much you miss YOUR wife, YOUR best friend! YOUR! Your best friend s you when he needs a place to stay or needs to be bailed out of jail for beating on another women as for your wife.

I am not sure I ever was that. I was someone along the path that was a good place to stop long enough to get what you needed. When things were not going your way I was being to demanding, too difficult and not understanding. I supported you going to school to better yourself then you talked to you family and all of a sudden you didn't want it anymore. I have always supported your choices no matter what but you didn't see it. Yet again where was I? Standing right there by your side. But you never saw me.

When you had medical issues that requited surgery and you were going to be out of work you bitched to me this is never going to happen. But I made it happen did all your paper work because you didn't understand it all, I made it happen and still kept us afloat. Never once said a word just did what needed to be done. Where were you? Watching TV. Where was I? Standing by your side.

So all this time you had me 3 and half years you had me. I never veered off course, or faltered in a direction that would impact our relationship. I was always open and honest even to the point of things that were hard to take. I never flirted, stepped out of line and always did what you asked of me. But enough is just that enough.

It wasn't until I was gone you noticed I wasn't there what I had done and where my heart has once lied. Its now that you want me miss me and desire to be by my side. But it was then that I needed you and you were to busy pointing fingers.

So once again Where was I for 3 and half years "Standing there right by your side."
And Where were you?

BTW: How is your CL add doing "where do i begin?" Looking for a women with a heart! M4W Stop searching me out.

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